Story about Passion


 Hai...

This is my story, yeah this is about me and my journey with God who stands by me.

Now, I'm still 22 years old. In July I'll become older than today, yeah progress to 23's life. I know life is not easy, but I believe it's not really hard to pass it. I'm young and elegant, I'm multitalented, I'm beautiful, I'm full of jokes, I have a good personality, I'm wonderful. The words that I always speak to myself, and I feel that I'm enough.

Sometimes, I should face a bad and hard situation that makes me angry and depressed. I cry all over the night, wondering about my future, am I still looking the same as this in one, or two years again? I sent my application to the company, start-up, and school, and also I join to BUMN Pertamina and I failed. Yeah, it really breaks my heart. I hope that I can have a better life, a better economy, and a better social status. It's out of my mind, I can enjoy my life honetly. Thinks about my friends and why they can get a job very fast than me. I work in one office in South Jakarta exactly in Tebet. I do not have to push myself harder to work on this part. In my occupation as an operator, I should sit down for 9 hours or even more. I am truly sad why I should work here? Can I get a job better than this? if Yes, when do we get started? and start from what? From May 2022 till today it's not easy for me.

What makes me sad?

I'm a fresh graduate have no experience in work life. I realize that, so when I am in college I always contribute to every organization; Pers, English Club, Singing, Music, Volunteer, Teaching, Youtube, Instagram, TikTok, taking video, editing, I can do that. In 2020 I get an internship in Immigration Office, In 2021 I join Kampus Merdeka Program from Indonesia to help the elementary schools in the small village. I became a part of Kampus Mengajar batch 1 in one semester, I hope one day I can work in governer. Not stuck on that process in 2021 I also get an offer to become a Master of Ceremony in Bimtek that work with DPRD. I was really surprised by the way, I don't have any idea, okay let we try something new, keep going please don't quit. 

I graduate then I decided to go home to celebrate Christmas. Semarang has a space in my heart, I want to stay for a long time in here, and it's different from my parent's will. I back to Lampung and started from zero again, I was really excited when I follow BUMN Pertamina Recruitment cause I have faith in God that I can be one of them. Yeah, I passed stages 1 and 2 and I failed to go to an interview, poor young lady. I fasted for 3 days and 2 nights, I had never tried this before. But I really passionate to do this, oh this is how it feels. I do this fasting twice, in my quiet time I pray to God, read the bible, and praise and worship God. I learn many things when I pass my time fasting.

A few days ago I receive an email from "Mentri Kebudayaan Korea" it's my certificate that announces me as an honorary reporter from Korea, it makes me feel like a flower blooming in the summertime. Okay, it makes me feel good for a few days again. I still praying to get a new job sooner cause I don't wanna go back to my ex-occupation. 

Now, I'm still struggling with my passion and my future. Tomorrow, 08th July 2022 is the announcement of  "Sekolah Staff Presiden" stage 1. I really pray for these opportunities, I surrender it all to you, Jesus. I can do anything without you!

This can be my liberation note that I'll announce that I have a great God who still leads me until this day. And I really thanks full for the family that always support me in every situation and condition it means a lot for me. Really, really, really worthy for me. 

Thank you, mom, for listening to my story, accepting me, and loving me. You guide me and give me the motivation to keep going, you give me the words that I really want to hear when I'm down. You still believe in me, even though I doubt myself. I love you, Bu.

If you read my story, Thank you for listening to my story. I hope you can pass your process and become a winner. Your problem is not forever, it has a limit, so do your best and also put God in every plan and your decision. God Bless you.






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